Post by Havatit on Dec 7, 2004 19:35:31 GMT -5
It"s so much different being by yourself
and feeling what life deals u,
and then what u do for yourself
cause u know u would do different if u had someone else
but I know there is alot of things I could do without
so I'm single.....
and I finnaly started the journey towards a better life
full steam ahead to make certain things right
for me....
I don't believe in luck or destiny
I used to but that was a bitches way out for me
and I take responsibilty for all my neglects and doubts
cause it means I didn't believe in myself
when I should have....
funny that u don't think about ur survival
till a certain breaking point, that things
should have, could have, would have......
but I guess that's all about what this worlds does
it's treats men, women, gangsta's, thugs,
gentlemen, scholar's,the homless, ballers,
it doesn't matter who u are.....
it's how u treat the world....
cause if u don't cherish what u got
it get's worse for u and everyone around u
if u wait to long to take advantage of everything
ur gonna wake up one day
and nobody will be around u....
and believe me it's the worse feeling of all
feeling like u got so much to share
but there is nobody to call....
u can't even leave a message
so all ur thought's die with u
u bury yourself in booze, pass out
and wait for the morning light to hit u
and ur still all alone.....
I've seen that feeling come and go my whole life
I'm blessed that some people never left my side
through al the bullshit I did
all the drugs that I tried
there were a few that stood by me
a few that just said,"one day he'll come around."....
and I did, I'm still here....
and for those friend's that are with me....
THANK YOU....MY LOVE FOR U WILL NEVER DIE....
and feeling what life deals u,
and then what u do for yourself
cause u know u would do different if u had someone else
but I know there is alot of things I could do without
so I'm single.....
and I finnaly started the journey towards a better life
full steam ahead to make certain things right
for me....
I don't believe in luck or destiny
I used to but that was a bitches way out for me
and I take responsibilty for all my neglects and doubts
cause it means I didn't believe in myself
when I should have....
funny that u don't think about ur survival
till a certain breaking point, that things
should have, could have, would have......
but I guess that's all about what this worlds does
it's treats men, women, gangsta's, thugs,
gentlemen, scholar's,the homless, ballers,
it doesn't matter who u are.....
it's how u treat the world....
cause if u don't cherish what u got
it get's worse for u and everyone around u
if u wait to long to take advantage of everything
ur gonna wake up one day
and nobody will be around u....
and believe me it's the worse feeling of all
feeling like u got so much to share
but there is nobody to call....
u can't even leave a message
so all ur thought's die with u
u bury yourself in booze, pass out
and wait for the morning light to hit u
and ur still all alone.....
I've seen that feeling come and go my whole life
I'm blessed that some people never left my side
through al the bullshit I did
all the drugs that I tried
there were a few that stood by me
a few that just said,"one day he'll come around."....
and I did, I'm still here....
and for those friend's that are with me....
THANK YOU....MY LOVE FOR U WILL NEVER DIE....